diagnosis: passive | Maria Hiers

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against the shed, my bike leans, rusting. i pick off my legs a handful of sand spurs.

i save them in a jar.

i save everything that cuts me, from paper to razors to teeth. the first time i fainted, the doctor

blamed me.

possibly, i forgot to eat, or misfired a synapse. i lay there shirtless & thirteen.

my mom took me to get blessed by the priest. i pedal to the end of the island, to the private

airstrip.

a woman & her shih tzu descend from a cessna. as long as i didn’t fidget, the nurse offered me a

popsicle.

i had a choice of mango or grape. i remember his thumb on my forehead, & incense.

in my water bottle, a salt tablet hisses as it dissolves. i expect a snake to appear, eager for my

heel.

the first time i got bit, it got away.


Maria Hiers (she/her) is pursuing her MFA in poetry at the University of Houston. She is the assistant non-fiction editor at Gulf Coast. Her poems have most recently appeared in Harpur Palate and The Shore.